Reason for my bad day yesterday? I found a small crack in one of my teeth the night before that. I called up my dentist and made an appointment but I have issues with anxiety disorder and automatically thought the worst. I would need root canal or tooth extraction, etc. I went today and was told it's borderline. I COULD need root canal but they don't know for sure because I'm not feeling intense pain and they're not sure if the nerve has been compromised. They'll know in a week and a half, the first available appointment, when they try to fill it if it'll need root canal or not. Instead of doing what I usually do and obsess over something I have no control over, I'm going to put it out of my mind and just do what I do best: help other people and get my mind off of things out of my control. ;-) Waiting has never been my strong suit though. Haha.
On another note, this was a pretty big week for me because it marked the 2 year anniversary of the official end of the marriage I was in for 20 years. I remember where my head was 2 years ago, how I felt. It was the worst I had ever felt in my life. If you've never had a broken heart, never been betrayed, you can't imagine what that feels like. It was indescribable. But I'm not that person anymore. I can't believe how much my life has changed and I have this incredible fiance now and I'm so happy in my relationship with him. Everything happens for a reason <3
Until next time.....
That is all :-)
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